Another month :(
I miss you …
October 2011
2 posts
This shouldn't make my day but it def did :)
September 2011
3 posts
Keep moving with life ..
There are times where I really wanna to know what people are thinking …
Never thought it would be this hard. After months and months of not seeing you and talk to you. I would never thought I would still miss and yet still love you. I feel stupid for actually waiting around when I know it’ll never happen. Hate how i would tell everyone one thing and think it differently. And feel even dumber to even take you back as a friend after all those things you’ve done to me… shame on me. I’ll be fine if someone else treated me like this but you were the last person that I thought would do this to me. The last person I thought would call me names, blame shit on me, left me for others. The person, I once thought would be there no matter what. you lied. you broke promises. you’re just fucked up. you changed. I guess i’m just doing a little too much for us but you don’t ever see it nor appreciate it. And now, i’m sitting here thinking… did you ever love me? or you’re just caught-on to the moment.
I don’t even have the words to explain how much i miss you and how much i want to hear and talk to you … everything is so hard without… < / 3
August 2011
3 posts
I miss you ...
July 2011
17 posts
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Wish I can go back into time….
No matter what happen …. I can do this !
“You delete me because you don’t want anything dealing with me … And I blocked you because I want to forget you. “
"I should be filled with hatred towards you, should throw dirt to ya name and degrade you. But I won't cause you taught me a lesson to find someone unlike you and with that I say THANK YOU."
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37949.) Although we might never see each other again, I hope you're doing well and you're happy. I won't deny that it kills me not to be able to talk you. Nothing makes me sadder than to think that you'll fall in love with someone else and end up married with a family, but if you're happy I guess I'll be okay. Even though we knew each other for such a short amount of time, you have been one of the few people to have the most impact on my life. Thank you. I'm not mad any more, not sure if I ever really was. I was probably more angry at myself for letting you go so easily. Please be safe. You have my love and admiration. I just wish my stupid pride would let me tell you all this.
