I miss you …
There are times where I really wanna to know what people are thinking …
Never thought it would be this hard. After months and months of not seeing you and talk to you. I would never thought I would still miss and yet still love you. I feel stupid for actually waiting around when I know it’ll never happen. Hate how i would tell everyone one thing and think it differently. And feel even dumber to even take you back as a friend after all those things you’ve done to me… shame on me. I’ll be fine if someone else treated me like this but you were the last person that I thought would do this to me. The last person I thought would call me names, blame shit on me, left me for others. The person, I once thought would be there no matter what. you lied. you broke promises. you’re just fucked up. you changed. I guess i’m just doing a little too much for us but you don’t ever see it nor appreciate it. And now, i’m sitting here thinking… did you ever love me? or you’re just caught-on to the moment.
I don’t even have the words to explain how much i miss you and how much i want to hear and talk to you … everything is so hard without… < / 3
Wish I can go back into time….
No matter what happen …. I can do this !
“You delete me because you don’t want anything dealing with me … And I blocked you because I want to forget you. “